Nonono.. I'm just typing these names randomly~ not according to the position in the photo~ (photos stolen from walter's group page)
Ello~ My dearest dumplings!!! :D I'm back from my so called "field trip" :3
So~~~ Obviously, this year is doing better than last year~~
So, I'm gonna do a very short recap here for the day~
We meet up at 9am and then we didn even hav ice breaking session, it's like,"W..What? Who is who?"
But overall I think it went quite smooth~
There's a thing that I must say, "Once I'm hyped, nobody can stop me"
I was too hyper that day, I think, and I am so tired right now!
Fell asleep without knowing I'm sleeping just now~I was exhausted~
Someone pls make it a holiday for the next day of Starlites~
But this will be the last time I join Starlites, time passes so fast right~
One year ago, I'm just a freshie, and now, I'm in Final Year already..
Then we created our logo and cheer, headed for the stations after that~
Games we played that day:
- Remote Car Marbles
- Aim and Shoot
- The Obstacle Game
- Finding numbers
-Get autographs signed (Those celebrities are meant to torture us~ especially kamal and jia yong, my knees are bleeding)
We're given a can with signature and we can't smudge it, or else it doesn't count~
So basically we did a lot of running and walking around that day~
And I overheard some random ppl saying:"Battle izzit?"
Even the auntie in sunway club is so curious about what are we doing~ :P
It's so gek sim that other winning groups they're doing it in a very comfy way but others are like running playing hard but didn win at the end (we did win in our heart don't we?)
the winning teams are damn enjoy actually~
so, lesson of the story? Play SMART, dun Play HARD.
I think, I burned a lot of calories today~
And I think, I like running~ :D haha~
Sometimes it's such a waste cuz I love running but my body can't run~
I enjoy the feeling of running and jogging, but then, my body can't afford it~ Why la~~ whyyy~
I love sweating, it feels so refreshing~~ Am I a weirdo? cuz there're not much girls who like sports, no?
haha~ not to mention that I only be able to sleep for 1 hour that day~
I ended up nearly falling asleep in my car while driving~
I juz cant control my eyes, it's out of focus
when I see cars, when I see lights, they all just blend into the blurry vision~ +__+ << my eyes are totally like this when I'm driving~
I told you when I get hyped nobody can stop me right~~ xD I look retarded~
So overall, I think, as a design student, we seldom do these kinda activities
it's good to let us meet the juniors and seniors (i dun hav seniors) and get sporty once in a year
cuz I remember last time when I was still in primary and secondary school, we have PJ class, so it's like exercising once in a while~
but after going to college, not anymore~
So that's why u can see my fats building here and there already~ haha
Have been trying to do random stretch and cardio for abs, but a very short one~
I think it needs ppl with really strong fortitude to do it~ (that's what he told me)
Ohhh ya, bobby said he will show me the cardio video~
Where has he been actually? Are you busy with ur thesis yet, no?
Heehee~ Should I go kacau him? :B
k la~~ going to bed now, until next time~ BYE!
p/s: now only i notice i look so hyper in the top firstpicture while everybody else is.. very normal~ haha
Too many moody stuffs here, I need to balance it up a lil bit~
Tomorrow is my field trip... to be frank, I dun wanna go to field trip laaaa!! :(
Sorry Walter aka the group leader, for me saying this.
Cuz I'm a bad runner, I 'm bad in sports, as well as games..
I can't play running games.. I will faint.. I really really really dun wanna go to field trip la~~
Anyone, pls ready to call up for ambulance tomorrow? :B
Why cant they juz make something less running.. dancing, singing, acting games perhaps :B
and the area covers from sunway club to sunway pyramid~
9.00 am to 5.00 pm.. I'm not sure whether the crowds will see lots of random toa ppl around that area?
But still, I dunno what are we going to do tomorrow~
Last time was like we're on a game show.. This time? I DON'T KNOW..
PLUS+++ No lunch this year... WHATTTT?
Ok la, I'm finished with ranting..
OH YAA, I bought my first t-shirt in this year, it's white :B
I will still go.. No matter what... But I'm not a good player, bear in mind about it :B
Starlites, Field Trip.. Yea...
*Next year pls dun play games, pls bring us to somewhere fascinating*
*Next year pls have starlites running man, will be super duper cool* :B
*Oh wait, but I'm not here next year, Sh*t
Photo exported in low quality hence the pixelated image~ HA~ :3
I was so bubbly today and wanna share some of my thoughts in a bubbly way until I bumped into this song accidentally D:
I overheard this song and I was like, whoaa, such a nice song
But... After I watched the music video, I'm so sad... so.. deep.. (I dun like this feeling..)
I was so impressed like how can someone be able to write such an amazing song..
But then I realize.. It's a real story... :(
《修炼爱情》 林俊杰 The story of the music video is based on a true story, in which JJ too had lost a close friend due to the SilkAir accident. Xu Chue Fern, a Chinese Indonesian, was a close friend of JJ’s during grade school. She had a very obvious crush on him, and would send breakfast to JJ’s house every morning. JJ’s feelings for Xu never went beyond friendship, and after months of active pursuit, JJ finally rejected Xu. Although Xu was heartbroken, she was willing to introduce one of her friends to JJ, who eventually dated JJ for two months. Xu died months later from the SilkAir plane crash.
When JJ went to send his condolences to Xu’s family, he noticed that Xu had kept a photo of JJ and herself. “Her aunt told me that I should keep the photo. Although I told [Xu] very clearly that I was not interested in dating her, and even went ahead to date her friend, she still kept that photo of me. I felt terrible.”
To this day, JJ still kept the photo of Xu. “I want to preserve my memory of her.”
I don't care. I am not going to give a shit on what you said anymore.
I don't fucking care what are you going to comment about me on how I manage things and stuffs like that.
SCREW YOU. Fucking SCREW YOU.
How many fucking times I need to tell you I am not comfortable with what are you saying.
When the fuck will you change your habit of commenting people without realizing someone is getting offended.
I don't fucking want to care about you next time.
Don't fucking find me when you need help, I am not there for you.
And if you do that again, I'm going to fucking give a hard punch ON YOUR FACE.
My patience is challenged.
You get on my nerves? You die.
*too many swear words in this post, sorry if it hurts your eyes.
Saturday is a wonderful day~ Perfect day for outing~
I have bunch of works to do last week~
but if I keep on doing work like a robot with no entertainment, I think I'll die :(
So~ I ajak bobby, one week before this and plan an outing~
It's not like a really planned outing, we just randomly walked around some places~
I NEED ENTERTAINMENT~ haha, that's the first thing that comes in my mind~
So, we went to setiawalk again~ OMG, I love this place~ :D
It's saturday and they have this event about recycling stuffs I think(?)
I saw so many parents and kids~ it's a place meant for family~ weekends hang out~
So, we reached there and before we decided our movie, he said:"Review for After Earth is very BAD, if u wanna watch u dun regret!"
But after he watched it personally he said the movie is not that bad, damn it, I WANNA KILL YOU x(
So... We watched... Pee Mak - a thailand ghost movie~
haha, very surprising right? I watched ghost movie, like seriously?
But I STRONGLY recommend this movie!
I can tell you this movie is very scary, but very funny at the same time!
I can't look at the screen most of the time and he's like"I dun wanna bring u watch ghost movie anymore!"
But But But... When they ride on the ferris wheel.. I cried..
It's so touched that when they discussed about who's gonna die first..
And in the end, when he walked to her.. I was like.. Crying.. Sobbing... with sound some more and he said:"First time seeing ppl crying watching ghost movie.. not crying because you scared, u cried because u're touched.. haha"
and he's like:"Dun look at the subtitles then u dunno what are they talking about, then u won't cry~"
but my tears just flow like a river~ I can't stop T____T
I love the storyline, and I love the setting of the story~
It's really scary but the story is damnnnn nice~~~
How much courage it takes to be like him.. to be like her..
How deep their love is when they decide not to leave each other..
Because having each other by their side, is the best thing in the world..
They won't leave each other..
Promises are nothing without taking actions..
If you love someone, even if you don't tell, the other half can still feel it..
Sometimes, I will cry when I see blissful couples..
because, at least, someone is afraid of losing you.. afraid of you disappearing from his life..
I dun understand.. why don't ppl appreciate their relationships anymore?
They quarreled, they broke up and in the end, they still love each other..
Why can't both of them fix it? Cuz when things go wrong, it's not about giving up, it's about fixing..
Don't u know.. how hard it is for two person to fall in love at the same time?
Haha, I went too far~ Pee Mak is a really awesome movie~ Scary tho~ :D
We walked to the "ground" floor which is having event and they have these ppl asking us to sign for I dunno.. a campaign or something(?)
then he said:"My signature is very precious" Mine too, actually xD
Then I begged him to bring me to "Tokyo Kitchen" ohoho~
I aimed for this restaurant since last time~ it's very pretty~
Jiang Jiang~~ my lunch~~ so big proportion~
I taste the udon and I said:"I dun like the udon" passed it to bobby..
"I dun want salad" passed it to bobby
"I dun want the miso soup" passed it to bobby~
haha~ nothing much left~ he ate almost half~
and the cup tofu, I dun want it also and I looked at bobby, he said:"NO, you better finish it"
:( okay... Finish it with an unwilling look~~ but it's a good start, cuz I finally finish something!! :P
Chicken teriyaki rice~ omnomnom~
The very cute little decorations~~ It's fake, I touched it~
Not much pictures were taken cuz I'm lazyyyyyyy~ :D haha~
Sometimes, when I'm stressful, I dun like taking pictures~
If I'm free and nothing to do, I'll be an enthusiastic photographer~ heehee
Then we headed for desserts, I dunno what is the name of that place~ puchong area? I dunno..
He's like a real life GPS, cuz he's driving, he's not familiar with the road, but he can reach it in the end~
I was amazed :D
We had snowflake~ yayyie~ my taufufa is nomnom awesome~~
I should taste his, it's coconut, must be nice~ :P slurrp~
then he showed me a video of the cute little mimicry hamster!
so cute~~ hahaha~ just like talking tom~
a good toy to troll people!! plus it will vibrate while he's talking, so freakinggggggg cute la!
I think it's available in malaysia cuz I saw a comment of someone saying he bought it in penang~
Then we talked about his favourite doggie, I think I know the name of the doggie already~
It's Ronaldo izzit? See, I so smart~~ :P
Then we managed to jump back into the car before it started to rain~
and he brought me to putrajaya~ yayyie~
The place where the government spent most of our money~
but no people there, such a waste~ it's so quiet, imagine, it's weekend, saturday~
9 or 10 different designs in street lights~ :O
Next destination, Alamanda, a very beautiful shopping complex~
It has fountains and beautiful bamboo walk~
I wanna have a walk~ then he looked so tired, haih, no choice, someone is getting old d~
I moved by skipping and he moved with two legs walking in very slow motion~ HAHA :3 *aiya, dun beat me*
I saw Mcdonalds and I was like, "OMG, McDonalds!!"
then who knows, I randomly said that and he said,"Jom, go eat dinner at McD" whoaa~ so good~
had my mcnuggets set as usual~ he ordered a big beef burger~
He said:"How am I going to eat it"
Him:"I want one BITE!!" =A= yim yim jim jim~ HAHAHA~
Then I saw a person sitting opposite to our table and she's eating chocolate sundae~
I was like:"I want it too!!!!" Him:"NO" Me:"WHY???"
Then we left, left with regrets~ My chocolate sundae~
But when we wanna go back I asked him once again, he's like:"Why you wanna eat ice cream so badly?"
Me:"Because... I want."
Me:"Ok lur, nvm, I dun want edi"
Him:"Ok la, I bring u buy drive thru"
enjoying my ice cream on our way back home~
arrr~ what a life~
Arigatou gozaimasu Bobby~~ I really like my ice-cream very muchhhiiieee!! :3 A big hug for bobby~ virtual huggies~ *Sent!!*
Now that I remember I actually have a letter for him!!
But I forgot to bring it that day! not.. again... :( too busy until forgot d...
I love hanging out, refreshing my mind~
When can I escape from this hectic life~
bobby is going to be busy with his thesis as well~
Life life life~
We're moving on because we have small milestones, and these small ones will lead us to the bigger ones~
When we're young, we strive for a better future.
But after we hav money and such we dun have energy anymore~
why izzit so contradicting~ because life is HARD~ :B
Bobby bobby is sleeping like a pig now I guess~
and I'm finally done with my work~
I'm going to be a piggie too~
nitess people!! :)
Don't judge me based on my Facebook.
You don't even know 1% of my life.
Yes. I don't like it. Get lost. HEEYAAAAA!!
I love my twitter page!
Currently in love with water colour~
It appears to be so pretty when I combined it with this background~
OMG, I must be a genius~ haha *slap myself*
Yes, I have a twitter account, No, you can't ask what is it cuz it's private~ :P
Hellllloooooooo peeeeeepss!!! :D I'm back (again~)
Actually, I only slept for 2 hours yesterday.
I had a poster submission + presentation today~
Well, the presentation didn really go like very well, it is just ok ok level.
We even get some critiques from kelvin after the presentation.
Somehow I think in this level, the lecturers are going to push us harder.
so the way of how we manage our project and self management is very important~
He even mentioned strictly about the attire and stuffs~
I'm quite blurred cuz this is insane you know~
I used to wear formal clothes for presentations last semester
For my ain presentation, for twp exhibition
But!! I ended up getting feedback by my lecturer saying that as a designer, attire is not important, the content of the deliverable work is important.
So after that I never wear formal wear anymore.
BUT! Today kelvin mentioned that and I was like... "Alright, formal wear, wear cantik cantik next time for all subjects"
Cuz maybe we're already in level six and they're very concerned about the image that we brought to the client.
I dunno how to balance the mood right now cuz half I'm very happy and half I'm not so happy.
The unhappy part is about the ideas and stuffs which I dun feel like talking about it~
The happy part is that.. I dunno.. I am quite happy to be honest..
when kelvin said that my poster is the closest to the decent among the class :)
I know this is not like a very big compliment and such
But at least bit by bit I'm changing, and someone noticed that.. my effort, u know?
Although I really think that some ppl can actually do better than me if they're given more time~
I tried a very minimalism style this time~ and making use of the white spaces~
simple and clean, the colour looks so happy isn't it? :D
Clean and straightforward, I don't mind sharing with you guys~
It's just a project idea poster~ So, a simple one~ The research part eats up a lot of time to be frank~
Outsiders will look at it like, yea, so easy, so simple, I can do it also.
But the way of arranging the elements almost killed all of us
It's very headache cuz u need to find a very nice alignment to arrange the 54321 content
We're not even given an example and such, only designers know how painful it is~~
Then when I was back wandering on facebook
Suddenly my phone rang I was like "Who will call me in this weird hour" (around afternoon time)
Then I saw it's Jayis, he's like "DID YOU CHECK YOUR EMAIL!!?"
I was like, "Yea, I saw shahnim sending us something, I tot it's a portfolio guideline or what, I'll see it later"
He said, "NO!! She sent us our results!!! for TWP!!"
I was like, "WTH! Seriously!????"
Then I go to open the files one by one~
My heart is beating so fast and Jayis is on the phone listening to my first reaction when I see my results~
And I'm very happy that Jayis get his first and ever 70++ for TWP project!! I am very happy for him!
To talk about this subject teamwork practices, I encountered a lot of ups and downs
Cuz since it's grouped randomly so we have no choice over who our group members are.
I still dun know if this is a good idea of doing that, but so far, based on my experience, I learned to work with different kinda people~
So, when I looked at the results that shahnim sent to us, I'm very happy!
I am not going to lie like a fake bitch, I am going to admit it, I am, seriously, very happy!!
I put in A LOT of efforts into this and I think my limitations had been challenged! like 10120947 millions times!
I'm not going to reveal my marks just like that~ but if you asked me personally I will tell u~
You can more or less guess what is the mark by looking at the grading below~
How to judge the grading system:
I was once told by my authoring interactive narrative lecturer, Karen.
she pointed at the scale from "good" to "very good" and she said:" no need to go high like outstanding and such, maintain your level, it's good, it's good enough already. as long as you maintain your level"
so, it's opened for imagination~ you imagine my marks by looking at the grading system, k?
we are asked to write reflective commentary based on Project 2
Comment: "A clear demonstration of very good insights into best
practices for team working action and decision making notations."
Project 2 - Battle Pong
The first teamwork project we had was Battle Pong, where users interact with the game using mobile as controller.
We used projection mapping where the scoreboard and the candles are actually real objects on the walls~
I wish I have a better image to show u guys but this is all I got, not much photos are taken~
is a painful experience for me cuz since I was new to the school, I
have this really vague understandings on the requirements that the
lecturers really want.
I struggled a lot when I first came into this design school.
It is very very very very EXHAUSTING.
so for the design part, I changed it for 4 times, 4 freaking times before the final execution.
and since it's a linked project between two semesters, we even went back to college to have testings, meetings and discussions~
this first project, I have really cooperative teammates, but to talk
about project management and organization, it's basically only me and another team
So it's basically like both of us in charge of the timeline and project planning to make sure that everything goes smooth~
and the first one we did put in a lot of efforts, especially on the project workbook :D
so no confusions and didn have lots of team members troubles, we worked happily!!
Comments: "The organization of documents and citation usage is excellent!"
"There was clear evidence in the final compilation of project proposal in terms of evaluating and analyzing samples and decision making. Excellent documentation effort and making!"
Project 4 - Humanipulate
The second teamwork project, an interactive Youtube video, Humanipulate, makes me wanna hang myself and DIE.
It's only me in the group who's much more organized, so I can feel the burdens.
Actually not me, all of us really suffered a lot.
One of our members didn really participate actively therefore we have a very big issue on man power.
have 4 ppl and others have 5, so which means, deducted the 1 person
who's not participating much, we only have 3 ppl left including me
am the only one in the group that managing the time and such therefore
if I missed something, the whole group will die together.
I can see that they are working really hard because we really have a lot of issues in this project.
Man power, logistics, venue booking, technical, basically everything is our problem!
As a girl, I dun feel like I'm a girl or restricted to my gender.
I'm a girl, I carried monitors, CPUs, big tripod, I ran here and there to get things we need.
We stayed up late and do our works together especially the last suffering week before submission.
It's not that we are lack of this ability to manage our project, it's just that, our scope is too big, for 3 person!
And we worked freaking hard for that! like... FREAKING HARD!!!
We setup the whole installation, everytime when it comes to an installation, it's big and troublesome~
It's very challenging and very dangerous! (If some issues happened)
But at the end, we pulled it off!! We did it all together AS A TEAM~~
Comment: "Project proposal. Excellent. We liked the most to have discussion notes and idea development sketch."
"Plus point of your product is that it is a very good exploration and experimentation effort, with a DARING execution. The production plan and the storytelling idea coupled with the concept makes your result very good."
This is the "surprise" of the day! :D
and I was like "POOOF!!" when I saw the marks!
It's all WORTH it!!!
All of the efforts I have put in!
All of the countless sleepless night!
For every tears.. and sweats!
Based on what I have been through in this 1 year, ONLY 1 year
I learned that, you need to sacrifice something in order to gain something.
Nothing is easy. Changing is normal. Changes for a better work is necessary.
Because by right at this stage, you should understand what are the process that you will have to undergo in the future and it might be worse.
I dunno la, I just felt like, I changed.
2012, from a graduated diploma kid, to a degree student who really understands how much it takes to be not only a student, but a designer.
We're still students now. But after one year, we are going to be in the industry.
So, if you keep thinking that you're still a student, how can you be prepared for the industry?
But there's this one sad thing..
Even if I get good results and such, no one will actually pat my head and said:"Well done, you worked really hard for it.."
It would be better if it happens that way :')
But no, it only happens in my dream~ no one will pat my head. If pat my face, got la! :D hahaha~~
HAHAHA~ i've been chatting with bobby just now~ started chatting at 10pm~
I told him I need to sleep earlier today and after an hour he's like "Why aren't you sleeping?"
and there he goes... hahaha~ diperas until empty by me~
me: "But I'm not tired"
him: "But I'm tired!! Caused by you!!" HAHAHA
I got a "souvenir" from him~ heehee~
taken by his phone~ rosie rosie~
ok, a short one~
heehee~ I shall go to bed now~ if not kaede will start nagging me"why u always so kek de time only sleep"
HAHAHA, good-de-night peopleeeeeeee!!
*old photo cuz didn hang out lately :3 pls ignore awkward pose*
It has been a really productive week :D
Ummm~ So, when I say productive, it means...BUSY~
It somehow feels like, whether you like it or do not like it, you still have to do it.
So why choose to do it with a negative thinking?
It's not like I really like doing stuffs like this..
I have been doing truckloads of research, who actually likes to research so much?
Finding projects already in the market that are close to your project.
Especially when it comes to documentation, I think I'm a freaky monster.
I have two sets of ideas and we have these lists of tasks that I have to do..
When it comes to 2 sets, it doubled my workload already, and I'm thinking really extreme, I thought of doing 3, luckily I didn't, if not I won't be able to sleep yesterday.
My study blog has 13 long posts, others look at me like "WT*, why so detailed"
And it's week 3, freaking week 3 only I have to stay up until so late already.
I can't imagine how are we going to look like in the next sem, which is our final year final sem.
All of us will look like zombies on street~
It's quite true what, when you're really into one thing, for example like your exam week, you won't really have time to dress up yourself nicely. and guys will have their unshaved moustache~
I can see more pandas coming in~ haha~
I tell you what, don't plan so precise about the future, it's too FAR, you don't know how it's going to be~
But yes, what you're doing now will affect how your future will look like~
I always have this scary statement that freaked my friends out, I told them, "I'm not afraid of dying"
It's not like I am immune to pain, it's not like I wanna die, it's just that, if I'm going to die today, I have no regret, so I'm not afraid of leaving~
Unless I found out there's a thing or a person that I really love until I die die also dun wanna die, haha, this sounds weird~
Of cuz I don't want to die just like that~ You know what I mean~
Yes yes, sure, sometimes I am tired of living but it just lasts for one minute and that thought was washed off~
I haven't go the places that I wanna go yet, I haven't tried out desserts that I like, I haven't even get a title as "designer", how can I die just like that~ I mm gam sum you know~
Once upon a time, I'm a dreamer, and now, still I am..
Although dreaming about something is really silly cuz you know it's hard to get it
But even thinking, just thinking, thinking of it will make me feel happy :D
Actually, I have been sick for three consecutive days.. (the days where you still have to go to class even you're sick)
But glad that no one notices that, which means I'm good at acting :D
My voice sounds so sexy now~ haha~
I can hear a sound of bobby scolding me already, "HARRR, don't take good care of yourself la! don't eat la! don't sleep la!"
This one, I can explain..
I am having insomnia every tuesday night, just tuesday night.
cuz I have been using my mind too much and I did not go out on tuesday (no class), so my brain is very active when it's at night.
So every tuesday night, I'm having insomnia-a-a~
OH MY GAWDD, talking about bobby, I got no news from him~ looks like he has disappeared from the forest xD
he's really enjoying his free-and-nothing-to-do-other-than-sleeping-working-eating-holiday
it's 4 am now I bet he already woke up~ Bobby, faster come back laaa, I got many stuffs to ask you weiii~~~ woaw woaw woaw (*barking*)
when you come back, I let you see the original version of the photo which you're holding the bear bear one~ :D very CUTE~~
Have been reading these just now~
I'm not a book person, I don't read books that frequent, but I love books.
They look so pretty~~ haha~
So happy when the librarian told me, degree students can borrow three :D syok nya~
The green book cover design is so misleading, I thought it's mouldy or what but it's actually some flower design~ oh gosh :x
The case studies, so many pretty pictures~ me likey~
My fan sounds so annoying with the high pitch friction sound :(
it sounds like a loose nut rubbing with a metal object~ it's time for repairing~ NOOO~~~
So, so far, so good. but the sickness is killing me~ haha~
need to off and go to bed now~
sleeping is very precious~ heehee~
Nites nitess!! :D
Commenting on girls' boobies is just like comparing men's dick size with other guys.
Freaking get a life. Why do you even need to care about the size. It's not like you need to stay with them. NO. You are not forgiven!!
p/s: OHH, I dreamed of a dream. Need to tell bobby about it when he came back cuz I'm freaking cute in that dream~ HAHAHA Hint: Turtle